segunda-feira, 22 de junho de 2015

Ms. Fulbright passed away.

I remember it was a regular night until the moment I answered his call. When I arrived home, all I could hear was Gil crying. He was undressed, inside the empty tub, holding his knees.  I knew he didn’t want to talk and no matter how much I loved him, there wasn’t much I could do to make things better. So I held him the tightest I could hold and I let him cry. I made sure he felt the most protected that I could make him feel. The most loved that he could feel.

The day my mother died I hadn’t met Gil yet and there wasn’t anyone that I felt that loved me as much as my mom did. I wanted to make sure Todd new that he had someone that loved him and cared of him. Although I wasn’t close to Ms. Fulbright, I never wished her dead. She was an important part in the life of the man I’ve loved for the past six years. I can surely say that she hated me. She never wanted to meet me, and made sure to never mention my name while talking to her son. But she was his mom. If I could I would take the pain out of his chest and put it into my own chest. I didn’t want to see him hurt, I didn’t want to see him suffer. 

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